feeling a bit trapped atm. is it wrong to like a few people in one go? or maybe at this very moment its just a random surge of love. I feel strongly at the present for three particular people. Shenna: Have known her longest, since.. year 8 approximately. We had a previous relationship, which was as most shy first relationships were. Our friendship has lately regrown and reached new heights as I got to know her and her friends better. We share great times online and in person and I would sincerely miss her if she was to disappear.
Kiwi: One of the koolest peepz I know, all about style and kyOOtiness. Haven't known her long and don't know much about her secrets, and for her I feel more a sense of wanting rather than requiring. It is always a pleasure to see her!
Pooja: I've only really just met her, yet we've had an incredible development in friendship, and that's all i thought it was until a couple days ago. Even after her incredible valentines card sent from London I wasn't suspecting. Now she says she needs some time to 'get over me' because I said that.. it was difficult for me to have anothing special going on with someone who I've technically never met and who I'd only rarely be able to meet in London. As soon as i found out that we couldn't talk for a while, instantly I fell into a dull slump deep down inside of me. I really feel close to her, and i really feel saddened that its not fairytale like.

Somehow.. I wish someone I knew could come across this, without any of my doing, so I could discuss it more easily and openly. But I still fear misinterpretation of my wordings and feelings..